awful day

i donno whats wrong with me.
honestly, i cant walk my life properly.
i am actually intending to work full time,
then find a part time job. then rent a
room outside.

now i am pulled down to bridal boutique
by my mom. i cant make a choice.
i cant bear to see people making their
choices, and i just have to watch.

i cant do anything, it sucha a big burden.
i just wanna earn lot of money and let
my mom stayed at home without worrying
about money.

i am trying my best.

and my sister, she can be rebellious
sometimes, i donno how to deal with her.
i tried not to shout at her, and yet she
shouted me. just very disappointed, she can
just hit my mom like that. when she gets
what she want, she don even cared
what she promise to do. kids nowadays...
and sometimes i don even bother taking
her out.

she can shout at me, telling me to get
out of the room, when i did nothing.
hais, sometimes life's hard.
everything is upside down, trying to
juggle with my life, making right choices.

i think i should really try hard, to be
an air stewardess, so i can get stable
income to stuck my mom at home.

hais... life's difficult. so difficult.
i can't rest now, just keep on going,
i guess...
Blogged @ 08:07
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happy 2009!

it's a goodbye to 2008, things that
happened in 2oo8 make us give hope
to the year ahead of us.

it's a MOO-MOO year, hope that everyone
has the energy and strength like a
moo-moo to make 2009 a better year.

well, went to marina/esplanade to count
down, but before that we went to pizza hut
to have our dinner, was hj's treat.
thanks girl! all restaurants have their
long queue.

went to my mom's bridal boutique earlier
on, so classy. but i hope that this business
can bring us better living.

back to what i was saying,
we count down at esplanade, and my mom joined
along. then after that we sat at the
hawker store fer awhile, and my mom went home.
we were heading to wh house to play mahjong.
they walked from esplanade to boon keng,
wicked uh! we walked fer two/half hours,
and when we were at lavender, we took cab.

we played mahjong fer 6hours, we went home at
9am. haha, came home and slept till 4.
went down to bridal boutique, packing and stuff.
hy and hj came by and tried some gowns,
so pretty..

haha, it's been a tiring year for me..
and i sincerely hope that 2009 can be
a much better year fer me! haha,
nevertheless, i wish every single one
of you, prosperous, luck and healthy this year!


"it's another year passed, my love for you
has never changed"
Blogged @ 08:54
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